[Event Post]

[isdragonlady]

::So if you're passing by the harbor, you'll see Niyo near her bike, with coffee, leaning on a rail, sipping on coffee. Though while she seems wistful, you get the slight sense she might toss herself into the tides at any chance should she wander in her thoughts too long.

Talk to her perhaps?::

Comments

[memoryistime]

*he seems to consider it. Well, he should be quick in replacing it-- at the current distance, the coffee would go cold if he does things the normal way, so...*

Very well. Please give me a few moments.

*he walks off-- you might try to follow him with your eyes, but he sorta vanishes when he gets out of your line of sight. what.*

[isdragonlady]

... The hell!?

[memoryistime]

Is there something troubling you?

*oh wait no you see him in the corner of your eye again.

And he's holding a cup of coffee for you.*

[isdragonlady]

::Turns her head to you.::

Mostly everything.

[memoryistime]

*he holds out the cup. it seems to be bought from a local coffee shop, at least.*

I imagine you are bothered by my vanishing.

[isdragonlady]

Well yes, among a laundry list of things.

::Takes it, and sips. What kind did you order?::

[memoryistime]

*it's a normal coffee. light on the sugar and cream.*

May I pry?

[isdragonlady]

::Siiiiip.::

Sure, if you're into that sort of thing.

[memoryistime]

What exactly are you bothered about, then?

And is the coffee adequate?

[isdragonlady]

My entire life. And enough to keep me going, yes. ::Siiiiip.::

[memoryistime]

*he blinks*

... What is wrong with your life, exactly?

[isdragonlady]

I don't have anyone I date. My main coworker is a closet nazi. My adopted daughter hates me and loves only her real father. Adoption is impossible. I think I gave up a possibly nice marriage out of crazy. And.

Mmm.

I feel like a mess.

[memoryistime]

... I see. *he looks down somewhat*

I apologize that you feel like a "mess". I understand the sensation, and it is unpleasant.

[isdragonlady]

I was thinking about throwing myself into the water.

[memoryistime]

*he goes serious*

Definitely do not.

[isdragonlady]

And why should I not?

[memoryistime]

What do you feel would occur, if you succeed in your intention?

[isdragonlady]

I'd be gone. There'd be a cheap shitty funeral and my stuff gets dumped out on the front lawn. The end.

[memoryistime]

... *he shakes his head*

You are pitiable.

[isdragonlady]

Yeah, tell me something I don't know, I'm pathetic.

[memoryistime]

I did not say "pathetic", I said pitiable.

You would be "pathetic" if you managed to succeed in your intention.

[isdragonlady]

And how am I pitiable?

[memoryistime]

You are considering ending your own life.

That is the most pitiable thought you could hold.

[isdragonlady]

My life is empty and meaningless.

[memoryistime]

*he tilts his head*

No life is empty and meaningless. Even when you are at the pit of despair, it will turn out that there is something necessary.