[Event Post]

[isdragonlady]

::So if you're passing by the harbor, you'll see Niyo near her bike, with coffee, leaning on a rail, sipping on coffee. Though while she seems wistful, you get the slight sense she might toss herself into the tides at any chance should she wander in her thoughts too long.

Talk to her perhaps?::

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[isdragonlady]

... What's a dating website?

[i_like_red]

Errr... I'm not too sure how it works but, I think it's some online thing where you just write about yourself and then people contact you for dates and stuff?
I dunno, I've just heard of them before. Like, on TV and stuff.

Maybe it's not a real thing...hm...

[isdragonlady]

... Hrm.

Still, thanks for caring at least.

[i_like_red]

*Juudai looks up at her.*

We all care, Niyo and you can talk to any of us at any time; Me, Asuka, Sayuri-san, we're all around.

*He smiles warmly at her.*

Things get better. Just give yourself some time.

[isdragonlady]

... I don't believe it'll get any better to be honest.

[i_like_red]

*Juudai frowns a little.*

You're in charge of your own life, Niyo. You can change it if you believe you can.

*He pauses briefly for a moment before continuing.*

It may of not been for the same reasons but I know how it can feel. Feeling kinda lost and like the world's out to get you. Like things may never get any better and that no one really understands what you're going through...
...but, just give it time. As long as you're alive, things have the chance to change.

[isdragonlady]

And what... let you change things around?

[i_like_red]

I kept trying. I kept picking myself up and pushing forward even when things felt at their worst.
And as much as I tried pushing my friends away sometimes, thinking it was for the best for them, they continued to help me... so I let them. I let them be my support when I needed it and I learnt to trust their own judgements and their own abilities.

I guess the whole experience of dying once also helped me to realize that holding onto past events wasn't really the best thing to do and that it's much better to just accept things happened, let them go and just look ahead rather than behind. Even the most negative of things can lead to something good eventually and despite what I've been through, it made me who I am today.

...I really don't recommend dying and getting resurrected by a giant evil spider god though.

[isdragonlady]

Honestly, at this point, dying and being resurrected by an evil god might be an upturn in my life. Though, I just don't feel I have really. Friends, I suppose. Not like I ever went out of my way to make them, though...

[i_like_red]

*Juudai smiles at her.* I consider you a friend!

It's never too late to make some friends though, just talk to people you meet, talk to people at Sakana more, stuff like that!

[isdragonlady]

... Mmm, I'll see what I can do... how's the fishing going?

[i_like_red]

Not caught anything yet! But it doesn't matter if I do or don't. I find fishing relaxing.

[isdragonlady]

... So just doing it soothes you?

[i_like_red]

*Juudai nods.*

Yup! It's calming to me for some reason. I guess cos it lets you just sit and think, reflect and get some good fresh air too!

[isdragonlady]

... Maybe I should try some time...